too much or not at all

how do you measure

the importance of caring

do you count by the number of the stars

do you watch the clock ticking


how do you define

the ability to stop

do you let the days pass

do you let your thoughts crowd you up


how do you differentiate

enough from barely there

do you guess the right action

do you stop and stare


how do you communicate

against a built up wall

do you to try to break it down

do you wait for it to fall


i guess there really is

a huge difference

from wanting nothing

to wanting everything

having to feel so deeply

and not being sure if its the right thing


so when it’s finally there

when it’s finally in the core

what do you do

what do you feel

do you care too much

or not at all